Jobless Me :S

As you know, I'm looking for a suitable job now. I've been searching it in the 'The Star' on every Sat and Sun, JobStreet.com, and other job agencies. Somehow rather, nothing attracts me to apply. My parents and grandma encouraged me to try whatever available job now. They even showed and marked the jobs in the newspaper. I felt stressful. On the other hand, my uncle sent my resume to his friends, I've got his emails and sms, unfortunately, I'm not interested in it. Just don't know why! :S He thought I might feel obligated but I'm not.

I know I must give a few tries no matter what job offers in the market but the jobs aren't attractive or suitable - How could I apply? You may think I'm choosy because of the current economy situation. Honestly, I'm not choosy at all (Of course, not opt for salary but the job scope). Also, you may think I'm lazy but I know I had tried my best to search. I hate staying at home, and getting nag/pester every time by family and friends (asking me the same old thing - have you tried? Found a job? etc.).

I felt like no one really understands a jobless person like me, who loves to find a job on her own. I know I should be thankful to them because they care about me. Seriously, don't they feel bored asking the same thing over and over again? I just need my peaceful life back.

I wish I could stay longer in Singapore and find something I like to do, I want to show them that I'm capable of staying alone - Independent, or better still don't come back at all! Right now, I'm stuck in Malaysia. If given a chance, I want a job in Aussie.

I want to go for a holiday, some place away from home and busy city life.