I couldn't imagine I have one last week to lay back before I start work on the 1st of June. I've been thinking very much lately - relationships, life, what else I want to do besides working, GB Juniors, GB Account, career, GB event ... It seems like the list is never ending. Sigh~Gonna lift up my white flag soon'...Why?
I'm juggling my life with God's purpose in my life! Guess, I'm too selfish at times?
I want to try my best in everything I do but no matter how hard or many times I tried with my own strength without Daddy's help. It won't work because I'm not putting Him in my priority list. God, I really want to talk to you as often and I know Your presence is near. He won't abandon this poor child even though I look like a lost sheep every time. Abba, please forgive me for being disobedience and bad tempered.
Honestly, I have been trying to find my identity as a child of God. Someone I could be, helping others (e.g. overseas missionary and community service) and make a difference but always feel unsure. I have the heart to serve but don't know where I can start. Yes, indeed I have been actively involved in GB Ministry but that's not the only one I want (to serve every Sat as an officer). I'm glad that this year I will be going to Cambodia to serve God!
What can I do to bring more people to know Christ, I have tried to share with my friends about Christ but every time I feel I have done not enough to bring them to know God! I need back up plans and I hope I'm doing the right thing for Him! I plan to buy the 'Purpose Driven Life' books to my non-Christian friends and I'm saving it up. Sigh, 'pk'soon also want to buy? I know I spent too much on food and entertainment. Mom has warned me and I aware of that! That's why I need to save up from June onwards for my trips! Btw, who wants to donate something for me to bring to Cambodia? I will confirm with you later on what or how you guys can contribute! (e.g. love gift in form of money, old toys, etc).
Moreover, the upcoming 55th Anniversary event is coming soon.. I'm helping too but something happened unexpectedly in the meeting which I think a big no-no to happen... God, please help!!!
P/S: I'm back to my reading mode after stopping for so long.. Now, I'm reading the old book - Who has Your Heart? The Single Woman's Pursuit of Godliness. I mentioned this before in my other blog. I'm going to send my love letter to my boy soon! :)
I'm juggling my life with God's purpose in my life! Guess, I'm too selfish at times?
I want to try my best in everything I do but no matter how hard or many times I tried with my own strength without Daddy's help. It won't work because I'm not putting Him in my priority list. God, I really want to talk to you as often and I know Your presence is near. He won't abandon this poor child even though I look like a lost sheep every time. Abba, please forgive me for being disobedience and bad tempered.
Honestly, I have been trying to find my identity as a child of God. Someone I could be, helping others (e.g. overseas missionary and community service) and make a difference but always feel unsure. I have the heart to serve but don't know where I can start. Yes, indeed I have been actively involved in GB Ministry but that's not the only one I want (to serve every Sat as an officer). I'm glad that this year I will be going to Cambodia to serve God!
What can I do to bring more people to know Christ, I have tried to share with my friends about Christ but every time I feel I have done not enough to bring them to know God! I need back up plans and I hope I'm doing the right thing for Him! I plan to buy the 'Purpose Driven Life' books to my non-Christian friends and I'm saving it up. Sigh, 'pk'soon also want to buy? I know I spent too much on food and entertainment. Mom has warned me and I aware of that! That's why I need to save up from June onwards for my trips! Btw, who wants to donate something for me to bring to Cambodia? I will confirm with you later on what or how you guys can contribute! (e.g. love gift in form of money, old toys, etc).
Moreover, the upcoming 55th Anniversary event is coming soon.. I'm helping too but something happened unexpectedly in the meeting which I think a big no-no to happen... God, please help!!!
P/S: I'm back to my reading mode after stopping for so long.. Now, I'm reading the old book - Who has Your Heart? The Single Woman's Pursuit of Godliness. I mentioned this before in my other blog. I'm going to send my love letter to my boy soon! :)
2 comments:
Greetings!
Hope u are good at this point of reading my comment.
Btw, I wanna tell you that I have a bag of present that I wanna give away. Toys and etc for children. Nicely wrapped in Xmas wrapper but did not finish giving em all last yr. Still with me. Thought you might wanna take it all and make good use of it.
Cheers,
Jarod
Thanks! It's very kind of you. Hehe
Well, will confirm with you whether I could bring toys over there. Most prob 'yes' but just to double check in case they plan to bring other stuff and depends on the quantity too :)
Wait for my news yea!
Thank you.
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