Why Do I Care About ** So Much?

I have to admit that I gave up talking with somebody ** I have known for rest of my life. I tried many times to talk 'sense' and whatever 'reason' with **, but its ALWAYS useless and ineffective. Why? I cried thousand of times and made my heart feels hurtful and bitter most of the time. I don't know how to tell ** anymore, and I sense that either ** finds it bothersome or annoying whenever I open my mouth! God knows! The only thing I could do is keep on praying for **. It's because I still respect and love ** for who ** is. I want ** to realize what ** has been doing! Honestly, I give up talking but work on my prayer. I'm can feel that ** pissed off with me...the only final resource is God! I surrender to You.

I just don't know why.. God, please teach me to be more patient.

Thank you Amanda for the cute video... It really made me smile.