Two months working in that company, I felt like it is just a few weeks ago.. Time goes by very fast :) I learned a lot and guess what, getting more things to do and most important of all, getting to know all the products well.. I just love food but sometimes, I'm not an expert when it comes to nutrition and some food tech/science stuff.. My colleague, graduated from food tech, has the advantage to explain and share her knowledge.. Whenever our directors ask us something, she manages to answer but not me.. I feel helpless at times, I don't know how can I prove to my directors that I'm worth more than that..
At times, I wonder why they hired me, I don't know what can I do... One more thing, I felt useless when it comes to meeting clients.. we went out together and divided the explanation for diff parts (seafood, organic, snacks, beverages, etc), but most of the time, my colleague does the talking and introduction..When it comes to my part, I was speechless because all the selling points were mentioned by her, she will just spurt everything out when I did my part.
Honestly, I was emotionally depressed but I could only pretend I'm okay. I feel I'm not good enough. My colleague is a super extrovert person, she can talk and talk non-stop.. but I found out that my selling skill is definitely SUCK at all time.. I just don't know how to improve... Guess, when comes to chances, I need to grab it.. Is it something like driving... Must be firm and strong, or should I say 'ganas' to grab every opportunity that comes along... *Note to myself* --> I have became more selfish and monster like especially when comes to driving time...sounds like I'm gonna turn my colleague as a threat to me in this job.. but still, I just don't dare to grab it, just let it go. I do respect her when she talks.. Prob I have not been talking to God lately... feeling guilty...
By the way, this month is my last probation period....If can get confirm, I might work my best out.... Sigh... If not, I will definitely get fired, or prolong my probation period...I'm not sure....
Oh, I just become an EExcel member.. costs me $$!! But I think is worth it..the food plant products!
At times, I wonder why they hired me, I don't know what can I do... One more thing, I felt useless when it comes to meeting clients.. we went out together and divided the explanation for diff parts (seafood, organic, snacks, beverages, etc), but most of the time, my colleague does the talking and introduction..When it comes to my part, I was speechless because all the selling points were mentioned by her, she will just spurt everything out when I did my part.
Honestly, I was emotionally depressed but I could only pretend I'm okay. I feel I'm not good enough. My colleague is a super extrovert person, she can talk and talk non-stop.. but I found out that my selling skill is definitely SUCK at all time.. I just don't know how to improve... Guess, when comes to chances, I need to grab it.. Is it something like driving... Must be firm and strong, or should I say 'ganas' to grab every opportunity that comes along... *Note to myself* --> I have became more selfish and monster like especially when comes to driving time...sounds like I'm gonna turn my colleague as a threat to me in this job.. but still, I just don't dare to grab it, just let it go. I do respect her when she talks.. Prob I have not been talking to God lately... feeling guilty...
By the way, this month is my last probation period....If can get confirm, I might work my best out.... Sigh... If not, I will definitely get fired, or prolong my probation period...I'm not sure....
Oh, I just become an EExcel member.. costs me $$!! But I think is worth it..the food plant products!
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