Monday, January 18, 2010

My Life is Mess!

It's easy to be emo when I'm not thinking right. That's true...

I know I have not been doing the right thing. I can't blame others but me. It's my fault and mistake. I do not know what to do because I can't mend it. Past is past, I just can't change it.

What have I done? I just can't forgive myself, it hurts but still I need to carry on. Hidden secret. God knows.

I have not been praying hard.. Regret. Disappointed. Hopeless. I'm lost or total failure now.

I hope I can move on... only if I'm with Him...If not, I'm back to square one again...

Crying for help again. O Lord, where are you?

Praying grandma will be healed fast.

What a stupid post again!

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