Best Friend?

Happy New Year to you and your family :)

Just want to share something... time flies.. Granny is in heaven now. I'm missing one person in my family. Honestly, I'm glad and sad.. mixture of feelings.. I know she is with God now.. the assurance of God is in my family.

Next? I want to build up a strong relationship/bonding with my parents and brother. I will keep on praying...

I have a lot of things to do in mind.. but don't know where to start.. things piling up... but one thing I couldn't let go of my mind is my so call bestie.. Jesmine.

It hurts a lot when I think about it. Why in this world I have such a cold-heart friend. She just ignore me all the way because of one mistake I did to her. She doesn't seem to understand how hurt am I when my grandma passed away. She just said my grandma is in good hands with God.

Another thing is she asked me to change. How could I change but only God can.. she told me to change my behavior and characters...I know I'm bad temper at times I even said sorry... But she should know me well I don't like to be late in any appointment whether in Church or whatsoever, she will take her own sweet time. How many times I have to wait for her like that... I had enough of my patient. That's why burst and shouted at her.. I just don't understand her... more than 8 years friendship... this is what I call bestie? Nope. But I trust in God will make the best out of this relationship. I'll just patiently wait for it. I can only pray.....

Truly I found out, JESUS is the ONLY BEST FRIEND I HAVE. I put my trust in Him.