Decision?

I am struggling to make a decision.
Few more days, the deadline for my first assignment for this subject.
Should I change it to audit?
Seriously I found it hard to find time to do. :(
I am more than ever confused.

Some time I feel meaningless doing my job.
But not every time.
People around me burned out. Am I?
How can I help them?
My only help comes from Him.
I can pray for them.

What happen to my fasting?
I can't seem to concentrate.
Right now I am feeling confused.
How can I make the right decision.
Am I pressuring myself to finish it ASAP?
I think I am going crazy.

And, thinking about my future? Sound scary...
I thought I can overcome soon but still....
I am lost in my purpose.
I just need a break from people around me.
Please answer my prayer.
Guard my heart.
How lowly and bad am I? Selfish creature? Yes.

I am feeling guilty for being self centered..
O Father, please help me.
Speechless for now....