Moving Forward

I don't feel anything, just that being afraid if I could catch up new job. I need to balance both study and work. Of course it is challenging! It's kind far, and I'm seriously not aiming to earn a lot of money. The main reason is I could spend time finishing my study. It sounds a bit selfish, but I know that I need to equip myself at this point. Just like this verse: "making the most of your time, because the days are evil" Eph 5:16. 

I'm not gaining a master or a degree or to be recognized but I know that the main reason I chose to come out from GBM is to build deep in His word. I want to spread His love to the whole world, I know that He will use me in challenging the youths to seek the Truth and Light. I can't be anymore dreaming in my own world thinking of just by sharing. I have to build a solid foundation. The world is full of temptations. I need to make my path righteous before Him. Pray with me. I know it's not easy to be in the battlefield with Satan. I won't regret. At the same time, I hope I can make a minor contribution to the marketplace, bringing the light to the new office. Tomorrow will be the day to start something new. Always remind myself to stay focus! I can only be used by Him when I surrender and humble to let the Holy Spirit to take control. 

This season is for me to step out of my comfort zone and be intentional towards friends and family. Keep my pride away, teach me to be humble wherever I go, Holy Spirit, please lead me to the still water and do what is necessary to reach out to many people. I will stay strong!

Thank you God for this journey. I don't feel regret leaving GBM but I miss Alice badly...even Francesca. I will keep on praying for them. God knows...whether this job is right for me too. I trust in His timing.