Remembering His Goodness

Hi :)

It has been a while! Yea, my life is going up and down frequently lately. One thing I'm thankful that my relationship with Christ is closer. I think I'm wiser in making decision. As I reflect my past, I was childish, like a child demanding selfish things. After what I had been through, it's a painful and won't be able to forget such journey. He knows how I should be shaped - just like the clay He wants me to be. In Chinese Calendar, this year - 2016, I'm actually 31 years old! Life is definitely interesting. I had resigned recently. I found a job which will be starting on March, 7th. This is something not expected - a job as soon as I resign. Somehow, I sense God will take care. Yea, it might be worrisome at first because I quit without a job. I should not be complaining about the pay, although it is not what I want but at least somewhere super near my house and I'm able to earn a bit more to pay for my house loan. I give glory to Him. He answered my prayer. He knows my need. He provided me. I have nothing much to ask...During this season, I know I should draw near to Him. While studying in AOIC, I know it's my privilege to go for classes. Basically attending classes and doing assignments discipline my walk with GOD, it's something that motivate me to keep striving for Him. I would love to serve Him with all that I have.

I talked to a friend lately, she is also praying her mission work in Japan. I understand the need to build an alter in my house. This is for prayer. Without prayer, there is no connection with God. Anyway I need HIM more than He need me. I understand that every blessing is to identify His goodness in my life. I would never regret taking a step of faith in serving Him. I'm not sure about my future but I'm clear to know that I have to take every single step at a time. I should not rush into what I think He wants for me. I learn to wait. Waiting is hard. It teaches to be patient and listened to Him. Let Him talk. I shall shut up! I'm just a child of God. I learn to expect Him to do great things, this also helps me to understand that God is not in a box! He is higher than my thoughts. I learn to walk slow and steady. I'm thankful for many seasons in life. I would say He won my heart many times. I can't deny His perfect love covers my flaws. All I can say or shout - ALL GLORY TO HIM!