I just had a serious big fight with a friend over a small matter! It's REALLY hurtful! I know it's my fault for shouting at that friend and I don't intend to raise my voice either. But I can't understand why this friend of mine doesn't understand how I feel, and respect my reason for not telling him/her some stuff. Can't this friend put herself/himself in my shoes? I hate the fact this friend always use my weaknesses to judge me and jump into conclusion whenever I want to tell him/her something. Oh please, give me some respect! It's really frustrating and hard to share something with this friend...
It is so hard to deal or solve a small matter? The fact? Both parties hurt! Honestly, I don't know how to be a good friend anymore. At times, I give up and feel like I had been not up to my friend's standard of friendship. I have no idea what I have done wrong after so many years of friendship. Why? I think because we don't put God in our friendship.
I don't blame my friend because I'm not perfect too...Honestly, I fear to share my secrets around for I fear that they will use my weaknesses to judge me. Guess, how many friends who know me well enough, surely I can tell you that GOD/JESUS/HOLY SPIRIT are my closest friends. I could only share my problems with THEM alone! Not to forget, a good friend who understands me well is Shane! She listens to my problems and taught me God's Word in the Bible.
I hope to get over it as soon as possible. I think I should be independent from now onwards.. Remain alone? I guess so! I will never give up trusting the Truth, the Way, and the Life.
P/S: Sometimes, I wonder what are friends for!
It is so hard to deal or solve a small matter? The fact? Both parties hurt! Honestly, I don't know how to be a good friend anymore. At times, I give up and feel like I had been not up to my friend's standard of friendship. I have no idea what I have done wrong after so many years of friendship. Why? I think because we don't put God in our friendship.
I don't blame my friend because I'm not perfect too...Honestly, I fear to share my secrets around for I fear that they will use my weaknesses to judge me. Guess, how many friends who know me well enough, surely I can tell you that GOD/JESUS/HOLY SPIRIT are my closest friends. I could only share my problems with THEM alone! Not to forget, a good friend who understands me well is Shane! She listens to my problems and taught me God's Word in the Bible.
I hope to get over it as soon as possible. I think I should be independent from now onwards.. Remain alone? I guess so! I will never give up trusting the Truth, the Way, and the Life.
P/S: Sometimes, I wonder what are friends for!
2 comments:
Because humans are never perfect loh. Just like a lot of time I wanna cekik you when you accidentally make mistakes in L4D. hahahaha
But its all in good humour la. Tolerance is a very big part of friendship. I'm still learning in that area also but sometimes some people you also just beh tahan.
Yea, true... just ranting about it... haiz..I'm learning to be more patient...God is testing this unto me even driving time!!!
I don't mind u cekik me hahaha, biasa lar kena get scolded by you!
L4d!!!! SHOOTT...When are you free?
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