Sunday, February 28, 2010

I'm Super Duper Blur NOW!!! HOW??

Can someone just tell me what to do with my life? I'm lost now... What should I do?

Confuse.. hard and no one really understand... GOD?

YES, all these while, I'm pretending to be strong, happy and nothing wrong happens.. but deep down, I really need someone who takes the initiative to ask me how I feel....someone I could trust, understand me, and share my deepest secret.. I know no one really care... the only one? God..I hate to handle things alone on earth.. I really need someone who loves me for who I am and not for how I look physically...I know I'm not worth to get a partner.. but how desperate could I be? I hate my friends who brought up my relationship status...... They don't believe I have yet to date before...

Help me to stop thinking about him, I know I'm not his the other half.. Me? WAKE UP YH...Stop being a little girl, stop thinking about loving and getting him as your the other half... I know I'm going to stay SINGLE for my life.....STOP DAY DREAMING... WORTHLESS TO THINK ABOUT SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE FEELING FOR U....

My life seems to be unstable... I really need guidance. No one is physically here (on earth) to guide me...

Feel lost again...... LIFE is SUCKS! I HATE MY LIFE ON EARTH...I REALLY DO.... NO ONE SEEMS TO APPRECIATE ME ON EARTH.. WHY NOT I JUST GET LOST FROM THIS RUBBISH WORLD.

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