Fully Blessed by God!

Dear Diary :)

I'm back again. Over 2 months of being jobless, I found a part time job which I'm working now till 29th Sept + a full time job starting on 4th Oct :) the Church job as an admin..What can I say? He answered my prayers... God has prepared a way for me to move on.  The salary is more than I asked. It is for me to save to go to USA. I will pray hard to see whether God wants me to study theology or not. I'm not sure about my future but I want to serve Him dearly when I'm still on earth.

Over the past few weeks, I struggled without Him, doing nothing but playing online games and watching drama. I was too occupied with all these temptations. I had abandon Him but once I discipline myself to look up to Him, He had blessed me more than I could imagine.I know I'm back on track to receive love from my Heavenly Father.

As mentioned in the previous post, I know jobless without money is hard for me to survive. I couldn't pay this and that. But God has been using other peoples to bless me. Free lunch, free dinner, free ride, etc.... My parents gave me money, FOC food by my closed friends, most of it is FREE.... I know God wants me to learn to receive blessings and at the same time bless them as well.  What can I say? I owe the Lord a big favor, will continue to be a channel of blessing to other people. 

Therefore, I chose to join Lee Sin for a mission trip when she invited me to join her. I long to go for a mission trip in other countries especially the 1040 Window countries. We thought we couldn't get cheap flight early this month, but with God's help, He opened way for us to go to Cambodia. My very first overseas mission trip with a partner. I couldn't imagine. Its His goodness to us. Definitely, will pray for our programs to run smoothly.

I will continue to rely on Him. My health is getting better. I have my period too! Now, I learn to put down my stress on Him. :) He is more reliable that I could imagine.

I'm glad Cynthia has the interest to know this God better. I pray that she will find a good job soon! I will keep her in prayer so that one day she will baptize as well. I also want to pray for Alice, that she will find a good Christian partner soon. I'm glad both of them had been to my cell group.

I know I have a long list to pray too.... I miss Paula and Seng Mun... I will continue to pray for them :)

God really changed me little by little. I know God is the only Person I can depend on. I will praise you all day.

Love GOD Always! :)

Amen~