You are my all...

Lately, I'm convincing myself that God is the Only One I need. 
Nothing else matter... 

In Him, He gave me hope and peace. 

When I think about myself being a single is hard.
I know that He holds my future... 
I'm struggling to find fulfillment in Him. 
I'm just a person who loves being love and taken care.
Loneliness and singleness are two areas affected me the most. 
My parents have their own journey, and my bro has his life. 
What am I going to do? 

I'm not afraid to tell people. 
I want to learn from other people. 
A friend told me that I can find fulfillment when I serve other people.
I agree, which is why I'm still serving in my Church. 
I love to see people smile. 

Worldly pressure like my peers influenced my life.. 
Friends either getting married, in relationship, engaged or giving birth.
I'm 28 this year, 2 more years I'm 30. I hate to count. 
People said age does not matter, but the fact is I don't want to marry old and have kids.
Yes, I long to get married but it's His will for me either to be married or stay single.

I hate to admit sometime I feel left out. I hate to be a loner. 
Often times, I don't think of Him as a Person (Who is my Lover of my soul). 
Yes, feeling insecure... 
Whenever I have this kind of 'weird' feeling. I will cry out to Him. 
I believe that my singleness till now is a gift.
Although I'm not sure what lies ahead. 

I'm learning to trust Him day by day.
I'm learning to depend on Him 100%
Be still, and know that I am God! Psalm 46:10 

Remember the song 'HOSANNA' 
I will always sing it in my heart......He reminds me of His way.
He never forsake me.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity


All glory and praise to Him that I have great friends around me.