Friends

I had a great time to catch up with my lovely ladies yesterday. We went for a Karaoke Session! We sang to the max till no voice =)

Both of them have long term planning of getting married in 3-4 years time :)  I was thinking, I really need to keep them in prayer. Asked them about any prayer request, they said they want to save money. I'm actually quite happy for them both as they have plans in their minds. Who does not want to get married and live in a family of your own? Well, I am not even there yet. Not to mention, God didn't open ways for me to be married or have my own family.

I do pray they will come to know God rather than just thinking about this worldly world. When I think about myself, I really do not have plan right now. I just live day by day... The fact? I still learning to surrender all.
We talked about everything that women usually talk, about business, guys, money, lifestyle, etc.....

I know all the surface stuff won't last. What is more in life? If you ask me, I know what answer to give you. But living out is another thing. As His child, I wonder how long should I wait. Honestly, this is life right? Life is not about you, it's about loving others. As a single lady, I do feel insecurity. I do think about every possible way to live to the fullest. God is loving, ever ready to draw me closer if I want to.

I wonder during this time, do I miss out something before I reach 30? Definitely, on how you view it. I think it is 'I' who gives myself own problems. I blame no one but myself on the decision either good or bad. I came to the point where I think what have I achieve in life? Time flies, I do not know my future. Yes, there are times where I lose hope. I do not know how to walk anymore. I know I can cry.... but crying won't solve my problem as it is for me to express my feelings out.

How? It still goes back to the Truth, trusting in His loving care. I shall not even ask. Again I question myself to walk with Him. I need to walk to Him. Just as Peter walked towards Jesus on the water.......