I feel like a burden is lifted up.
Internally, it is not dealt with.
I know I am not strong to overcome it.
Holy Spirit, please guide my way, bring me to the right path.
I felt the pain for the past few days.
I pray I can overcome within a month.
I do, I am learning to surrender my feelings.
It comes back.... why?
I know I need to set my own boundary, making it clear to myself.
Isn't it right to scold myself 'stupid'?
But I have no choice but to avoid at any cost.
A sis told me to give a period of time, if it went overboard, I think I will make a choice to leave.
For my own sake, I WILL!
No matter how many times I think of it, it doesn't make sense at all to have that kind of mood.
I want it to die of right away but it's not my timing.
I pray for joy, faith and hope everyday.
Bless my soul Lord....it is not as easy as I think...
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