Don't Waste Time!

This is new phase of my life where I need to concentrate on my work.
I thank God for the new place, environment and job scope.
Never imagine I have early morning quiet time with the Lord in my workplace.
Total quiet and peaceful.
All I want is to hear His voice every day.
Nothing else matter as long as I consume and indulge in His presence.
Praise Him for such blessing.

I want to thank Him for a great breakthrough during the time in Cambodia.
(It's a community work in Cambodia, where I regain my focus and trust in His timing)
I know it's my weakness. And Satan is good at playing it in my mind. I want to claim that in Jesus' name, I'm free from this temptation. 
No more looking back. I'm glad I took the effort to text him yesterday, just wanted to tell everything within my heart. He replied and give me some advise. Which of course, I don't need. I can think of my own. He is just explaining his part and I believe He don't really understand a lady's heart.
I don't blame him. Seriously, I pray that this friendship will just stay put. I still care for him as he is a good brother in Christ, and I pray he will have a breakthrough in his life too.

Imagine, being single for almost 29 years (and my birthday is coming..... I will be around in the East, four days unpaid leaves Woot!!!). It's not easy to stay single. Slowly, I began to understand and let Him provide. I do not want to conform to this world. I hate the world. I do not feel insecure now because of the assurance He gave me. Assurance of staying single at this point of life. I do not need to worry much but to make myself available and worship Him everyday. He made me stronger each day. I need to taste and see that He is good. Whatever is it, deep down I know He knows my desire. I will keep asking, hehe...
I learned not to rush but remain patience and faithful.

No doubt, this journey is hard for me, as a lady going through emotional stress and falling for a wrong person. I learned much. Thank God for a good sister in Christ who made herself available to see me when I was feeling down and sad. Surrendering is the hardest thing in life. In fact, it is the most rewarding lesson because God wants me to depend on Him 100%. The fact? I am nothing without Him.

With a thankful heart, I pray people around me will be blessed too.