Waiting Patiently

Lord, you know me well.

I thank You that I can wake up early for Morning prayer... during this crucial time to pray for our nation. God is at work. I will continue to go for Morn prayer until polling day.

Father, You love me even before I was born. I know You will take care of me.
I'm learning to wait upon You with patience.
I do not know why some times it happened, Your timing is always the best......
I learn not to ask 'why' but to surrender every meeting with different people.
I learn not to put too much feeling into it, but letting You to handle.

More than anything else, I want to cling and love You deeper.. knowing You...
Please teach me not to complaint but to accept the things I cannot change.

Today, I learned that life is too short to make full use of it. I learned that each day is a gift. The fact I was at the graveyard visiting my ancestors. I miss them. Even tho I missed a lot of opportunities when they were around. Today, I won't take my time/life here for granted. Relationship with family and friends. I wish I can do more, but it's Your will in me to walk closely with You. One day, I will meet them in heaven. I hope they are proud of this grandchild.

I'm learning the hard way not to depend on my 'stupid' feelings. But to walk righteously and  faithfully with You.......

Gonna sleep.. ZZzzz night world.