Finally, it's time to move to a new place soon. It's far!!! I don't know whether I can adapt to it.
I have the fear now and then. Yes, I am afraid, something not within my comfort zone.
I know this responsibility is big because I will influence the next generation.
I wonder how. Curiosity arises. I doubt myself why I chose this new challenge.
I am far better to stay put here even though emotionally bitter.
I complained, cried, disappointed, etc.. It's enough... I know
I believe it's not I want but He want me to be involved in GB.
Wonder why I am so fearful now, I am alone...
I am feeling lonely as no one is working with me to contribute in this ministry.
I miss this place, colleagues and surrounding.
But over there? It's freaking far, and I need to move here and there.
Despite of all these, I love to see girls to carry the baton and follow Christ.
My heart for every girl to come to know Him personally like I do.
I know, it's His timing... But have to obey.....
Can someone assures me that I am in the right step?
Worry me, where is my faith....
Serena.
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