I'm getting pretty at times especially juggling with work and study. I'm feeling super tired. I won't say I'm worn. I lose focus on seeking Him and knowing His will. I'm easily distracted too.
The clock is ticking... I don't know whether I have maximize the time I have for now. I'm looking for a long weekend break from work. I should be fasting and keeping myself focus in praying and reading His words. The Lord is always near...I should be more sensitive to His leading. I need to hear from Him.
I need His forgiveness in doing all the sinful things. One by one...I'm ashamed. It's never been easy for me to deal or handle it. I know I need His grace badly. What else can I do? I'm feeling confused? Choosing between the two options - job or study. I can't have both.
Holy Spirit, please lead me to the way you want me to go. I'm aimless. Less than a month, I'm reaching 30...
Yea, I still think about my single life. I know that I hate working alone. Of course I have hope that He will bring a partner to me. I still doubt and think about the past. The thought and feeling still linger around. I pray quite often to hear from Him. I need confirmation on this part.
Only You could help me to overcome my fear, my insecurity, my doubt, and my weaknesses. God, please direct me. Thank You for loving me even though I'm sinful...
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